Photo by Isabella Pezzulo |
The machine cannot reach the upper village. In the gongma the dzo still do the threshing-work, as they did everywhere until ten
years ago. Ama Balu (affectionately “little mama,” our—landlord? benefactor?)
came up to our home one evening. Some
days had passed since we finished harvesting and carrying the barley from their
four small fields there, and the chok
stood ready and dry behind the house. “Don’t
go to the village tomorrow,” she told us. “Stay here and thresh with us.”
The next morning Ama and her son Konchok arrived
leading two huge dzo and two smaller,
female dzomo. They tied them with
long ropes to graze while we prepared the yultak,
or threshing ground. The afternoon before they had watered and swept the
circular yard, an open space perhaps twenty-five feet in diameter and ringed by
stone. Now the mud surface was clean and smooth, hard-packed, ready to receive
the grain. Jason and Konchok carried giant loads of laptse the short distance from the field; I helped them make the
bundles, and helped them to their feet.
When two thirds of the grain was carried we spread
the long stalks to an even thickness, thigh-deep over the surface of the yultak. Ama and Konchok brought the dzo, harnessing them together with a
knotted rope, the large animals on the outside, smaller ones between. Then with
a rope leading from the nose of the outside dzo in hand, Konchok began to drive
them in a circle. They waded, pushing through the stalks of grain, each step
breaking the straw, shaking seeds loose from their husks. They ate as they
walked, great hungry mouthfuls, an offering of the harvest for their work.
Konchok, usually so gentle, was harsh with them. It
seemed like I could see the tension I had felt that morning between him and Ama
expressing in the work. Work with draft animals is relational— every thought,
every emotion is present in the space. As with people, every action, every word
is deeply felt. I harvested thumbu in
the field from where the chok had
stood, wanting to make it otherwise, uncertain how.
When the thumbu
was finished I came back to the yultak,
and Jason and I took up the lines. I held one rope leading (from behind) the
inside dzo, and Jason worked the
outside. I began the simple, soaring, repetitive melody the grandmothers had
taught me: “Holo holo-a-o--- Baldoon,
holo,” the words a precious relic now in the time of the threshing machine,
passed to me like an heirloom. His voice rose above mine, fell below it,
turning the melody into a rich, complex harmony of tones.
For a long time then we walked, learning the
subtleties of urging and holding that allowed us to move the circling team
exactly where we needed them. Ama and Konchok stood at the edges, turning laptse in towards the center of the
yard. Twice we stopped the team and stirred the grain in the yultak, pulling unbroken stems up from
the bottom of the pile. Slowly, slowly, the bright load condensed and shrunk.
The song became the pattern through which our motion and our intention wove,
the force that drove the dzo, the rhythm and the pace. The work felt fluid,
steady, clear. While we moved, the singing did not cease.
After perhaps two hours the first load was finished.
Resting the dzo we ate our lunch,
then raked threshed straw to the side and spread the remaining grain over the yultak. The second load went quicker
than the first, the dzo unwearied by
the easy labor, the singing strong. Konchok is almost deaf; his voice joined ours
sometimes in joyful dissonance.
As the sun moved down we piled the finished grain
neatly on the eastern edge of the yultak,
preparing it for winnowing. We swept the hard earth clean with bundles of khampa, a fragrant artemisia abundant in
the gravel wastes. The scent of it hung in the air with hay dust as the evening
light grew long.
“Holo
tangspina?” “Did you give holo (the
song)?” This question, asked, meant “Did you thresh with dzo?” When I said yes, the grandmothers were delighted. I told them
we wanted to do this in America; they laughed, and shook their heads, and
clucked their tongues.
- Caitlin
- Caitlin
The water is cold even at the end of August, and its
song wraps around all we do here. A
calf’s black hair and white patches are all twisted and spiralled on her back
as she dips her nose and then her whole head into the bucket, enjoying a midday
meal. It is zbaghma, the leftover barley mash that has yielded us chhang.
She eats.
A meadow spreads behind the calf’s face as she lifts
her head again, tiny nubs of horns visible amidst tufts of hair, tongue
reaching and curling to wipe goo and grains from her wide black nose. At the edge of the meadow water flows clear,
twinkling in the sun. And in between the
meadow and the stream, a sizable gray trunk stands, its bark two bulges between
which runs a wide strip of bare wood, exposed to sunlight and air, dry and
occasionally pocked with an old twig-mark.
At its top is a sawn-off trunk, the missing piece undoubtedly living now
as a thick strong roof support in a home nearby.
In the foreground, a hand-thick willow has lost its
tops, and has died. Its notch supports a
living green branch, which tumbled sideways in the wind perhaps, and remains
attached by a thin strip of wood and bark.
Its leafy tops dangle over and along the fence, and I imagine new shoots
growing from this one, becoming part of the barrier that keeps the roaming dzo from Ama Yangzes’ fields.
I wrote this having
returned to the house. This is how I
feel on a day threshing with dzo –
fully alive.
- Jason
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